Hi deadbride, Sorry to hear about Cocoa passing away from a heart attack. It sounds like he had the most wonderful 8 years though and felt and knew he was very well loved, so try and remember that. I think putting your heart & soul into Cocoa is the way it should be, after all they are our children. It makes me so furious
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when I hear about people being so cruel, such as a kitten being thrown out of a moving vehicle, and only days old. Hence the reason I am a hermit, spending most of my time with my cats, ug, I better not get started. That was so nice of your husband to pick the kitten up and bring him home to you. I totally understand your feeling devasted over your loss of Cocoa. I too lost one of my children, 1 year ago on March 18th "Bonkers" was her name believe it or not, well she pretty much picked it out for us
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It's a long story, but she passed away at age 6 from sudden respitory arrest, totally unexpected. to say I was devasted was an understatment. But to make a long story short, she's at home here in a gorgous Urn surrounded by things she loved in a memorial cabnet. Actaully, on her 1 year Anniversay, I planted a shrub in my garden that matched several qualities of her personality.
I think its important to remember though, that feeling the loss of a loved one means "we loved them" so its a good sign, and we don't have to ever forget them either, they can still remain apart of your life.
What a cruel woman, pardon me! but to want to put down a kitten because its black,ug
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All I can say is, Karma & she will get hers. I'm so happy you took her in, and her name "Chyna Berry" what a beautiful name, I love it! So she's a sleek short black haired girl, sounds adorable
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My black love Draven is long haired and his full name is "Draven Serenity Black-Velvet".
I hope, that with time, when that day should come, that another day will also come where another little bundle of black joy will tug at your heartstrings. Yes they are my familiars also and my children. I use to have 2 adorable ball pythons, thats cool that you love snakes too. Spiders I am terrified of, but I don't believe in killing them, and I think they are amazing & important critters but if they get in, I relocate them back outside.