Well I hate to admit it, but I get the Pre & Post Halloween Blues
![Crying or Very sad :cry:](./images/smilies/icon_cry.gif)
Pre because I get sad preparing for it because I know its going to come and go too darn fast, but I just try and do things so that it never really ends, like leaving up some decor year round, my Gothic/Halloween garden to keep me going through the dreaded summer, and of course I have music that I play year round, and my "personality" well its pretty much dark and halloweenish year round too. Then the real post Halloween is a huge Blues issue for me.
I've grown up all my life without family so I've never celebrated Thanksgiving, Easter, Christmas etc. Well not Traditional Xmas, you see I love gift giving so I do a lot of that over the xmas holidays, but I don't celebrate it with anyone, just me and my 3 spoiled Kitties. But then 12 years ago when hubby and I got together, well he has a very close family, so every year I do all the shopping, wrapping and shipping of all their gifts. In 12 years I've gone up once and spent xmas with all of them, but it was so hard on me, and since then I ship hubby up there whenever I can, which is about once every 3 years, other then that we just stay home and relax, take time to reflect, watch movies, just chill you know.
I don't deal well with the whole family scene so thats not my idea of a great xmas. I prefer to just stay at home wether it be with hubby or just me and the kitties and relax. Another thing I do is I play kind of a mystry Mrs Santa Role at xmas. Usually starting about August, whenever I see little trinkets, or cute little gifts I buy them, just little things, and I buy craft stuff and I do up a huge gift basket and donate it to our local Hospital's Psychiatric Ward. There are always Patients in there over the holidays because the holidays are hard for many people, and well some have nobody, and some are committed so they can't get passes to go out. So I do up a gift basket, and give it to the Rec Therapist and she gives it to the unit. The Rec Therapist gets to use all the stuff in the basket with the patients like the crafts, getting them involved in putting up the decorations I buy them, and she lets me know if there is going to be anyone in there over the holiday who doesn't have any family. She finds out wether its a male or female and some of their likes and dislikes, and well I buy them a little something, but they have no clue until xmas day when they wake up and theres a gift on their pillow or nighttable. And they only know that its from one of Santa's little helpers,hehehe.
I also like to try and donate a little something for the Homeless drop In Centre, like some decorations, or Candy Canes just something to show people that the spirit of giving is a live and well.
Every year we've always bought lots for the In-Laws, but we don't generally buy for ourselves,lol, generally no money left after shopping for everyone
But this year we are actaully thinking of cutting xmas out completely, for several reasons.
I love it when I can get hubby to go home for xmas though as his family treats him like a King, he gets good and spoiled and gets to spend time with all his many relatives, but I can't get him to go every year, so when he's home we just chill, which is fine with me
![Very Happy :D](./images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif)